Red Nail Relief

She lives in a world,
Where everything she does is wrong,
Where she opens her mouth and says something erroneous,
She open her eyes and see something she isn't suppose to.
She opens her ears and hear things she doesn't want to hear.
She touches what she shouldn't
She walks where she shouldn't
So she sits in her shell and hides
Hiding everything through fear.
Afraid to do anything because it WILL be wrong. She can't handle much
more. She scratches at her wrists with her red painted fingernails,
even that minor pain relieves her...
It won't take much to push her over the edge...

You make me Smile! :-)

I remember the first time I saw you, in the kitchen at my cousins.
I remember the first time we kissed, in the front courtyard at your
place.
I remember the first time we fell asleep together, naked on the sofabed.
I remember the time we kissed, the first Friday after I moved here.
I remember the first time we slept together, the Saturday that followed.
The first shower together,
The movies on the couch,
The sneaking in the night, just so we could see each other.
The feeling of not knowing weather or not you'd be mine,
The feeling when you told me you wanted to be with me,
The feeling when you told me you loved me.

Every moment i have spent with you is a moment I will never forget.
Any every moment that isn't yet, soon will be.
These memories get me through each day,
These memories make me smile.
You make me smile.
I love you! Xoxo

Little Do You Know

Little do you know,

that you saved me from what would have been my end,

Little do you know,

That you pulled me back away from the edge.

Little do you know,

How far I would of gone to be by your side,

Little do you know,

How much it hurt to watch you walk on by.

Little did you know,

That I loved you,

and Little did you know,

That I cried.

Little do you know,

You are my miracle,

Little do you know,

How much I need you, my angel.

 

Little did I know…

Little did I know…

Little did I know that you were there.